New Beginnings....

This life is hard...But God is Good -- All the Time!! This has been a very tough year for me...but not only me...my family, my friends, even my ex! Yes, that's right I am single - and that is scary! It is not as bad as it could be ~ I was able to find a place to rent...and am working on myh budget (with the help of friends) and trying to stay on task. So that I can raise my credit score, and be able to buy a small house for myself and the children.
I have found that I have inadvertantly been self-absorbed. How can that be...I had always thought of others before me - I guess I had realized what a mess I was in and that I needed "me time?" Well I let it get to me...and overwhelmed myself...and struggled with Depression...I finally feel like I am coming out of the cloud; as it were. I spent 2 hours Reading God's word this morning...trying to give it all back to Christ! This life is a gift from a loving God ~ I want His will over mine.God has been with me throughout my life; He has seen me through tough times, good times, and will be with me til I see him in Glory! So this life...it may not be perfect but it's my life...And I am living for Christ Sake!